Today was by no means good. So, yesterday, a certain someone tells me about her and a certain someone "doing things" together. And she told me to "fuck off," which seh was really in no position to do. I don't wanna use names, though. And that same person has nerve to try to talk to me today. Just like they thought they could be my friend after everything they did to me, with no repercussions or anything. =
So, i go to school today, English is okay, and so is Biology. Spanish was good, cause MichaelBleich can make anyone laugh, but 4a started getting me down. Right when I walked into the Student Council room, who should give me a nasty look in the hallway but that fucking bitch Angela. I am so sick of her shit. Courtney was getting on my nerves again. 4b was alright. 4c was the same, but Courtney pissed me off again. 5ab is gym, which I actually enjoy. I hope that'll be a good class. World History, we started learning about World War I, so my attention is actually kept. Algebra was boring as fuck, as per usual.
After school, I had drama, and we were learning our songs. Me and Ellie were walking around the school, and I was sorta venting, I felt bad. =/ We came back to the cafeteria and no one was there, and no one was answering the auditorium door, so we thought we were in trouble. But it was in the choir room, so we felt dumb. xD We learned "Another Op'nin, Another Show." This is where I started to not feel so good. I don't know what voice part I am, tenor or bass, because as I learned earlier this month, Courtney Freyahuf cannot be trusted.
So I didn't know whether to sing higher or lower-I can do both, but I don't know which I'm better at or anything. We then learned part of "Kiss Me, Kate." And that was alright. I was talking to Ellie about how I was getting really worried about my grades ever sinve last semester, and that World History is so hard for me and I have a lot of homework tonight. I just worry, because I still don't have my fucking printer hooked up, and I need it. After we were done, Jeremy said he could give me a ride home, so I stopped worrying. could give me a ride home. So, I was about to have a breakdown, right there in the hall as I was walking to my locker.
I'm worried about the singing now, cause I don't know what the hell I am, I have studying to do, which I'm fine with, but I don't enjoy. Dad's 1 year is coming up in 2 weeks, Angela's being a bitch even after this is all "over." And I don't know what to do with my life. : I am not having a very good time living right now, I just hope I can get everything sorted out and just decide what to do, who to trust, what to say, and everything. If I don't do it soon, I don't know what's gonna happen.
After my almost-breakdown, I Jeremy took me home. He had a truck today instead of his car, so it was pretty crowded. I got home and my brother autiomatically started acting like a jackass. >: Well, I have a lot of stuff to do today, so I'm not gonna make this much longer.
--Jason.
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