January 14, 2009

So. I thought about it.

Maybe I didn't do so bad in auditions after all. Maybe I really did blow everyone out of the water. EVeryone I tell this to says "What? Dude, Jason, you deserved a callback. You'er an amazing singer/actor." Everyone. So, I was thinking about this. I remember watching people go in and out of the audittorium, and I realized, I was one of the (if not only) people who didn't bring in a monologue sheet to look at. Maybe that's a good impression, that I had it memorized. And maybe the judges liked that. And I didn't stand still on stage, oh Lord, no. I hear they don't like stationary people. I projected. I hear they love projecting. Maybe I'm worrying too much. I think they liked my audition, now that I think about it...Maybe I did real good, the judges know that, and I really, truly, don't need a callback, however much i think I do.
Breanna, Britney, Kailyn, Caitlyn, Jessica, Ellie, and everyone thinks they have a role set aside for me. I don't give a damn if it's a lead, or a minor role. I want a role. I don't really wanna be in the chorus. I won't be too upset about it, but all my friends will be, which makes me feel good that they think I'm that good. I just had to get this off my chest, even though it's almost 1:00 AM. I pray I get a role. I want a solo so bad. I have hope now. We'll know on Friday. *nervous face* Bye, guys.

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