Cheap shots, low blows, will you ever let it go?

Zomg. Yesterday, I had practice, and Britney gave me a ride. We listened to Rent on the way there! :D We got to the school, and when Miss Saywer started, she gave us the new rules. No leaving the auditorium. At all. Without permission and a buddy. Ughh, this is so horrible. We did clean-up on Leah's stuff. We did Another Op'nin! Yay! Lmao, I got a new part where I flirt with Hammy. Hahaha. And Britney's pants said "Catch this," with a baton. XD!

Jessica and me went to the businness expo and got free shit! :D Frozen drinks, popcorn, glasses cleaners (yeah...) and then she gave me a ride home. I took a nap, and then we went to Best Buy. I got TWILIGHT! Gahh! :D 17.99$. :) Then we went to Steak n' Sheak, where I discovered Lexie works, and RACHEL BOROVICKA works. How the fuck does she have a job? And I saw Alex. Got home, watched Twilight. <3! And then American History X. I now know what "curbstomping" is. -shudder-

Today was so boring. That is all. :)

This night's a perfect shade of dark blue.

Indescribable right now. Hammy has just touched me with her words. I love that girl.
Something happened today and I'm not taking it very well. :( I have rehearsal tomorrow,
Britney's giving me a ride in the morning. Yay! I'm coming home after that and just reading.

Last OGT was today. Kinda hard, actually. =p Ms. Velotta finally stepped up her game! We have lots of homework this weekend. XD If you had her, you'd understand. Bio homework, as well. We played Codon Bingo in class! =) I didn't win once. T_T

Cumulative vocab is Spanish, I knew more than I thought and got a lot of the bonus right, I think! =D I found out the horrifying news 4a and c. I stayed in Mrs. Dressig's room 4b and read. I like it in there! Miss Sawyer came to check on me in Gym, which I was grateful for. We got almost all the answers for History, and apparently my Algebra homework from last night wasn't due! So I read the whole time. =)

Got home and took a REAL long walk with Emma. We had a lot to discuss. Well, I'm reading Eclipse & part of Great Expectations and then maybe watching a movie or two. See y'all later! :D

Take these broken wings & learn to fly.

I got up today, ate, and got to the bus stop, and yet again, didn’t have to wait, since it was at the stop before mine. ^_^ Another practice OGT this morning. It was Social Studies instead of Science. Blehh. I think I did extremely well on the multiple choice and short answer, but I only answered half of something on one extended response and completely skipped another I didn’t know the answer to. =p
Then, we had more shortened periods. English, we did this strange discussion thing Mrs. Rea (Who everyone says is really mean and a bitch, but I like her, she’s nice) called a “game.” Hahaha, she’s so cool! :D In Biology, we did that lab, and in Spanish we did review for vocab. Which I still need to study. Maybe right after tomorrow’s OGT.
This girl in the hall keeps calling Missy “Misty.” Kinda weird… Dude, me and Abbey colored this paper with oil pastels, it was awesome. And I got Nehal’s house for this thing in Spanish, there was a monkey drawn on the floor! Epic.
Gym has been rec week all week long. We did Point Break today, the whole time, which was surprisingly more fun than crackabout. Dude, I was pretty good, I was the last one standing on our team for at least 3 rounds. : D We did a semi-interesting worksheet in History and review in Algebra. Whoo…
Rehearsal today, we did the 1st number, which I love doing! Amazing song. I actually sang! Jelly came later on, too, she gave me and “Hamster” (What she calls Hammy) home. We listened to No Doubt on the way to my house! :D I got home, watched Romeo & Juliet from 7th grade (!), got online, and now I need to do Algebra and read Eclipse! :D I’m almost done. I think I’m missing rehearsal Saturday, I may HAVE to. Eep. Well, it’s just 2 hours of clean up, and I know everything I’m supposed to be doing, so…yeah. Well, I’m off for tonight!
--Jason

Seduction leads to destruction

Hay guyz! =p I haven’t posted in a bit! So, basically, I have been in a good mood this week because we have OGT’s which means no homework! :D I had a large headache when I came home yesterday, so I slept if off and got up round 8. I did my stuff, and then watched Harry Potter & The Chamber of Secrets. :D
Today was alright, too! Another OGT, shortened periods and shit. 4a, I went with Missy to the Blood Drive, cause Steff was donating. She was so calm! Especially for a first-time donor. It was so funny, Steff was all “I can do 2 bags if you want.” And then she said she was “squeezing the poop” out of the stress ball.
More boring stuff during school, then I had to stay after for Drama. I was supposed to be with Missy who was donating 5b, but the bell rang. I text her after school, “How’d it go?” She didn’t do it yet, that’s how many people there were. So I was with her the whole time while it happened. Joey wrote on her arm. : ) I held her hand while the needle went in, and I didn’t look, I couldn’t bear to.
She handled it well, she was done soon. Then we went to Aberth’s office cause she needed to print something. He said tryouts for Show Choir are the 4th and 5th! Yay! I now have a partner for Too Darn Hot in KMK! It’s Kelly. XD Jeremy was supposed to give me a ride home, but Nate was going over there, so he took me home. I went out with Lindsey and Megan, it was fun! :D Then fucking Austin was outside. -shoots him-
I’m now in here. I only have Biology homework, yays! And Ms. V finally stepped up her game. 2 days to read 5 chapters, and vocab due on Monday. : D Yay!

Save some face; you know you've only got one.

My day was actually pretty good today! I’m happy!
I got to school at like, 7:08 and went to the cafeteria. English was boring, we have to do this character bio thing for Great Expectations. I got Mr. Trabb & his son, that’ll be a good one! So, Ms. Velotta let people pick it, and to be fair she used matching cards. They had weird little foods on them, and someone confused an apple for a tomato. And there was this fuckin’ creep little yellow thing…XD I had a policeman…? From Old Maid cause she ran out. Hahaha
Biology was mehh, Spanish was the same. 4a was seriously epic. Missy put on the Buddy the Blood Drop costume so we could recruit people for the blood drive. She walked around the whole cafeteria and we got not one person. It was so funny, she came up behind Jeremy and hugged him, and he looked creeped out cause he didn’t know who it was. XD We saw Sawyer in the hallway, and she’s like “Who’s in the blood drop?” And Missy did this weird pose. So, Sawyer was like Give me a hint.” I said she was an 11th grade drama kid from Show Choir in the musical with a solo who’s initials are MM. It took her forever. Bwahaha.
4c, she put it on again, and she approached Zak’s table. She didn’t want him knowing it was her. Bleich screams, “Missy, go away!” XD I have no idea how he knew. And she went to hug Zak and he freaked out and started yelling “Don’t touch me! Blahh!” XD Bleich did the same, and Alyssa got an awkward hug from her. XD Gym was behh? We played Point Break for a while and that dick Ethan was cheating SO HARD. I hate people like that. Then we played Crackabout, which was surprisingly fun. : )
History was so fucking boring, Olivia’s group did their presentation. It was supposed to be like a game, but it wasn’t very fun. XD I didn’t really pay attention, and I read Eclipse. Algebra, we just worked on homework, which I got done. :D Then I did Spanish. I had Drama after school and we learned the 2nd part of the Too Darn Hot dance. I had no partner because we were short 3 girls. I’m destined to have a good partner though, the absent people are all good. =)
Then we did Wive It Wealthily, which is an okay song. It was so funny, Evan kept hitting Alex in the head. Because he was acting like a creeper. On a major level. I got a ride home from Ryan. Alex went home with him too, so he was in the car. And Dave was like, beating him up. XD I got home, and had no homework! I hopped online for a few minutes and talked to Lindsey shortly. : ) Then I watched part of Chicago and took a nice, well-deserved nap. =) I woke up and took a shower, now I’m online. I’m gonna read Eclipse now! I had no homework, so yay! Well, maybe tomorrow will be as good as today was! =D
--Jason

And that shadow of the day will embrace the world in gray & the sun will set for you.

Zomg, I am in such a mood right now. Yes, SUCH a mood. No word to describe it. = Let me begin with my chain of events starting yesterday. I get up at 6AM for school, go to school, blahbahblah. The leadership lock-in at the high school is tonight.
Jelly comes and picks me up around 7, and we had to go get the Wii from Missy’s house and then to CVS cause I was supposed to bring a dessert. I got Chips Ahoy! =p We got there a minute or 2 late. I saw Britney and Alicen immediately. :D We started off in the IMC and did icebreakers and “team building.” Pointless. Then a self-defense guest speaker came. Some people didn’t even bother listening. Missy came towards the end of that and we helped her carry some of her stuff inside. She hid her cupcakes. =p After the self-defense, we ate. I had pizza and one of Missy’s cupcakes, which are TO DIE FOR.<3 :D Then we tried playing Capture the Flag, which was hard with everyone being assholes. Brandon, Kevin and Big Mike were there. They AREN’T in leadership, so I was like “Why the fuck are they here?!”
We also had a scavenger hunt. =) It was so funny, I found the rolling pin on the list just lying in the photography hallway, then the feather and the paintbrush in one of the window sills you have to push open. They were in the same one! I beast. =) Then I found the ribbon we needed literally just lying on the floor. It was so fucking funny, this one girl Liz in our group found a paperclip on the floor, and screamed “PAPERCLIP!” A paperclip wasn’t on the list. XD!
After that we did Point Break which I didn’t like too much. Jelly and Britney had gone to Speedway without me! D: They came back and got me my Red Bull and an Icee, as well as one for Missy. Me, Britney, Jelly, Missy, Ashley Keeney & Mrs. Dressig played Apples to Apples! And then Britney sent me Come on Get Higher and now it’s my fucking ringtone! =D Things got so out of hand. This guy Zach, who graduated last year was working there last night as a paramedic and he told me and Britney how terrible tonight was going. People were making fun of him, asking why he had to be here, and saying he wasn’t in charge of them. Brandon Freeman comes to the security desk, where we all were and Zach yelled at him.
Zach said “Why were you making fun of me?” Brandon’s like “I was just following Big Mike, and what he did…” Zach said “This is leadership, we don’t follow, we lead.” He was put in his place. =) Big Mike was acting like a fucking jackass, too. After listening to Zach talk about how messed up leadership was this year, I wanted to change it. I really want to speak out. Fix leadership. Some people there from last night don’t belong in it. Like Jordan. She said to me “Remember in 7th grade when you like Rent? I hated it because you liked it, but now I love it!” I was gonna fucking choke that bitch. I looked at the leadership roster. Megan fucking Barret was on the list. What is the world coming to? And surprisingly, Kevin, Big Mike and Brandon weren’t on the list.
Earlier that night, me and Britney had been riding around on scooters the whole time. =p Things need to be changed. I’m gonna talk to Mrs. Dressig. Jelly had fallen asleep on the shelf under the security desk, and Missy was right by her. At 6:30AM, it was over. I hadn’t slept at all. I couldn’t. So, after 24 hours NOT SLEEPING, I went to Bob Evan’s with Missy and Jelly. I got an omelette. Then, we went to Missy’s house so she could take a shower. Me and Jelly tried sleeping on the couch. I didn’t go to sleep. Then, we had Drama from 9-Noon. Ughh! My mom came, had to mail something and I got home at 12:30. I had to walk the dog and got home at 1. 6AM FRIDAY-1PM SATURDAY, NO SLEEPING. 32 HOURS! DX< I took a nap. J Tomorrow, I have a lot of homework to get done. Bye guys, I’m gonna lie down!
--Jason.

You have bent your shoulders to hold the weight of the world; you will surely shatter.

Today started off good. I got up a few minutes earlier than I have been lateely, which is good. Last night, I moved my bed towards the door, and switched the side my night table was on. It gives my bed a more comfortable feeling and such. :) I slept pretty well, and remember having some sort of odd dream...hmm...

School was pretty good. English flew by, we had a discussion about Great Expectations. Bio, we had our History of DNA test, which i actually think I aced! :D Spanish, we learned a new verb. Mehh. Stud, Missy was tired. But apparently, she kicked ass at tryouts for the talent show! That's my Missy for you! Lunch was making me mad because new people come to the table and make some of the original people share chairs when they get their own. >_<

Gym was epic, we played Crackabout the whole time again. And I totally fucking beasted! >XO I got so many people out today. Whist was boring. Blehh. Algebra, I'm kinda getting better at elimination method. Drama wsa kinda fun. Missy had a few strange props she was messing with. Bwahaha. Went home, walked the dog, went outside with Emma, came home, got online, blahblahblah. I was texting Emilee and she saw someone's TV when she was going home and hit had "A GUY AND A GIRL GOING AT IT" on screen. XD!

Now I'm talking to Alicen. :) I feel so bad for this girl. Her best friend is in the hospital, in ICU with a blood clot. Alicen is one of the nicest people I have ever, and probably WILL ever meet, and her friend doesn't deserve this, and Alicen doesn't deserve the pain of it. But, the Lord works in mysterious ways. I'm praying for her.

I have to do Spanish, then I'm done for the night! Psha! Well, bye guys! :P

--Jason

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other; that was all. :)

Today was such an improvement of yesterday! I guess I was just really grumpy yesterday. =p

So, I think I almost aced my Honors English test! Biology flew by! It was actually interesting today! We built little DNA models! =) Spanish, we had Senor Edler as a sub! He's so energetic! XD Stud was fun, too, but Abbey wasn't there. Alethia pissed me off during lunch. I'm telling Emilee a story, and she just interrupts saying "Emilee, come here, I have a picture to show you!" I say "Excuse me, I'm in the middle of something..." She goes "This is more important!" It's always stupid shit with her. It was a fucking picture of a horse. >_<

We played Crackabout all of Gym. History upset me, because my group is lazy and we can't do the sock puppet thing, because apparently it's MORE work than drawing a whole comic for a whole section. : Algebra, we had a quiz. We got our tests back--the material I hadn't understood, but I thought I had understood right before the test. I GOT AN 88% ! I was so happy, it made my day! I had no Drama, and came home. I have it tomorrow, though. =)

I am in such a good mood now. :) I just have to read for English and study for Bio tonight! That's it! Then I'm done! Yay! Well, I'll update more frequently, I've been slacking lots. :D

--Jason

:|

Today wasn't good. At all.

In Drama, when we're learning or blocking, I feel ignored. I feel like I'm picked last for everything. I feel useless in the production. I feel unused and just out of the way. =(

Latley, things have been getting hard on me, and I've been getting depressed and real stressed out, so I'm never in a really social mood and I can't really make friends there when that's going on. I don't know what to do anymore, or where my life is going. I don't know what my purpose is in this life.

I want to find out, though.