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Emilee sucks dick :)

First day of Sophomore year today. Let's hope it's better than last year -crosses fingers-

I went online yesterday, lmao. Thanks to everyone who said happy birthday :) So how is everyone?

Emilee is my best friend

Zomg. Saw the Harry Potter release at 12:06! I'm speechless. It was soooo good! :)

Its my birthday! I'm now 15. I haven't blogged in longer than forever and my internet's dead. Hooray for mobile blogging. (;

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I didn't make Show Choir. I feel so fucking crushed. Let down. Devastated. Cheated. Lied to. Odd one outed. Stupid. Untalented. It's unfair. I'm one of the four guys who don't make it, and there are people worse than me who did make it? Someone who didn't know any of the dance AT ALL, or at least keep a happy expression when he didn't? Someone who didn't know the dance or sing too amazing. I really wanted this. So fucking bad. I think it's cuz I don't have "the look." Fuck that. I'm sick of all these emotions doing this to me. There's always next year. It just won't be the same, though.

Whoa, Im on the bus making a new post. :P

Hoorah!

You guys, I haven't blogged for a while. Sorry! I have read so much! A book a day last week! Haha. :) So, today were Show Choir vocal auditions, and I was so upset. Amanda said "maybe" I would make it in, and I knew she was right. For the musical, I didn't sing for real, look where it got me then. So, her comment motivated me to be my absolute best in auditions. When they came, I wasn't nervous. I was, well, happy! Excited to sing in front of someone! Guys, I DID IT. I sang for real in front of Abe! FIRST TIME EVER! I did it!When I started singing, he looked so surprised. I think he was really happy with it! After I was done he looked so surprised, in a good way. He asked me to sing The Star Spangled Banner, and I did, in 3 ranges. I did that good! :) And then I did some other vocal thing. I thought it went good. Then i talk to Amanda. She did great in her audition, and apparently told Abe he was the first to hear me actually sing. He said he was so surprised! Guys, I think I might make it in! I'm so confident and in a great mood! =) I'll know by Thursday! :D

I finished The Host and Angels & Demons! :-D Now I'm reading The Bell Jar! :)

Success on the openning night of Kiss Me, Kate! :) 1 down, 3 to go.

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So, the other day, I finished Breaking Dawn! It was so amazing! I have finished the Twilight series! Then, right after that, I started Coraline, and finished it in 2 hours. It was so good! :-D Yesterday was scary movie night at Jamie's with Me, her, Emilee and Cassie. We watched so many movies. Bwahaha. And in Cabin Fever, this mental kid just screams 'PANCAKES!' then does a bunch of karate and bites this guy. Lmfao. I came home at 7:30 and went to sleep. Woke up around 2, ate, and watched A Walk to Remember, which had me bawling at the end! :( I started The Host and cant put it down! It's so good. :) Well, thats all for today. Haha, Im using mobile posting. :P Well, bye, guys! --Jason.

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SPRING BREAK IS HERE!

So, today has been good. Practice just until 5:30 today, it's been until 8 the whole week. Mama Sawyer says it's awesome now that we have so much energy. Ha, me, Missy and Cassie have been going to her room for lunch all week, it's so fun!

I got a Twitter today, the URL for those interested is

www.twitter.com/revolutionX26

Follow me and stuff! Tomorrow, I'll be on the computer a while, then read Breaking Dawn as muuch as possible, and maybe finish it? =D Then I'll read Burned, then The Host, then Into the Wild. I'm gonna do so much reading this break! I look forward to it!

--Jason

I found God on the corner of 1st & Amistad, where the West was all but won.

Today was just horrible. I was having really wierd dreams, and when I woke up, I was overheated, and couldn't get out of bed. When I did, I had trouble standing up. I went back to bed after taking aspirin.

I didn't get up until 6, after waking up at 11. I don't know what was wrong with me, but I was having wierd thoughts I couldn't control, it was horrid. :( I feel so much better now though. I ate, I have no homework, and can stand up. I just wanna read the rest of the night.

Rehearsal until 8 tomorrow. Let's hope I don't get lots of homework this week. :

--Jason

Hold you through the night and watch that Colorado sunrise.

Whoa, I have been so bad with blogging lately. But this reahearsal schedule is so busy! Mehh. Events that have happened-my gradnma’s in the hospital. :( My cousin, the person I’m closest with in this world, has joined the National Guard. I won’t see her for 6 months. = I finished Eclipse and am currently, as I write, reading Breaking Dawn.

Spring Break is almost here, and I’m gonna do a shitload of reading. I love reading so much! :D Today at rehearsal was mehh. Some strange things going on in the dressing rooms. It was creepy. XD We actually made it through the show in 2 hours and 40 minutes, record timing!

Well, I don’t really have much to say for the rest of this post. Rehearsal next week, all week is 3:30-8. So I may not get to post all that often, obviously. =p But I’ll try.
Bye until my next time, guys!

--Jason

Cheap shots, low blows, will you ever let it go?

Zomg. Yesterday, I had practice, and Britney gave me a ride. We listened to Rent on the way there! :D We got to the school, and when Miss Saywer started, she gave us the new rules. No leaving the auditorium. At all. Without permission and a buddy. Ughh, this is so horrible. We did clean-up on Leah's stuff. We did Another Op'nin! Yay! Lmao, I got a new part where I flirt with Hammy. Hahaha. And Britney's pants said "Catch this," with a baton. XD!

Jessica and me went to the businness expo and got free shit! :D Frozen drinks, popcorn, glasses cleaners (yeah...) and then she gave me a ride home. I took a nap, and then we went to Best Buy. I got TWILIGHT! Gahh! :D 17.99$. :) Then we went to Steak n' Sheak, where I discovered Lexie works, and RACHEL BOROVICKA works. How the fuck does she have a job? And I saw Alex. Got home, watched Twilight. <3! And then American History X. I now know what "curbstomping" is. -shudder-

Today was so boring. That is all. :)

This night's a perfect shade of dark blue.

Indescribable right now. Hammy has just touched me with her words. I love that girl.
Something happened today and I'm not taking it very well. :( I have rehearsal tomorrow,
Britney's giving me a ride in the morning. Yay! I'm coming home after that and just reading.

Last OGT was today. Kinda hard, actually. =p Ms. Velotta finally stepped up her game! We have lots of homework this weekend. XD If you had her, you'd understand. Bio homework, as well. We played Codon Bingo in class! =) I didn't win once. T_T

Cumulative vocab is Spanish, I knew more than I thought and got a lot of the bonus right, I think! =D I found out the horrifying news 4a and c. I stayed in Mrs. Dressig's room 4b and read. I like it in there! Miss Sawyer came to check on me in Gym, which I was grateful for. We got almost all the answers for History, and apparently my Algebra homework from last night wasn't due! So I read the whole time. =)

Got home and took a REAL long walk with Emma. We had a lot to discuss. Well, I'm reading Eclipse & part of Great Expectations and then maybe watching a movie or two. See y'all later! :D

Take these broken wings & learn to fly.

I got up today, ate, and got to the bus stop, and yet again, didn’t have to wait, since it was at the stop before mine. ^_^ Another practice OGT this morning. It was Social Studies instead of Science. Blehh. I think I did extremely well on the multiple choice and short answer, but I only answered half of something on one extended response and completely skipped another I didn’t know the answer to. =p
Then, we had more shortened periods. English, we did this strange discussion thing Mrs. Rea (Who everyone says is really mean and a bitch, but I like her, she’s nice) called a “game.” Hahaha, she’s so cool! :D In Biology, we did that lab, and in Spanish we did review for vocab. Which I still need to study. Maybe right after tomorrow’s OGT.
This girl in the hall keeps calling Missy “Misty.” Kinda weird… Dude, me and Abbey colored this paper with oil pastels, it was awesome. And I got Nehal’s house for this thing in Spanish, there was a monkey drawn on the floor! Epic.
Gym has been rec week all week long. We did Point Break today, the whole time, which was surprisingly more fun than crackabout. Dude, I was pretty good, I was the last one standing on our team for at least 3 rounds. : D We did a semi-interesting worksheet in History and review in Algebra. Whoo…
Rehearsal today, we did the 1st number, which I love doing! Amazing song. I actually sang! Jelly came later on, too, she gave me and “Hamster” (What she calls Hammy) home. We listened to No Doubt on the way to my house! :D I got home, watched Romeo & Juliet from 7th grade (!), got online, and now I need to do Algebra and read Eclipse! :D I’m almost done. I think I’m missing rehearsal Saturday, I may HAVE to. Eep. Well, it’s just 2 hours of clean up, and I know everything I’m supposed to be doing, so…yeah. Well, I’m off for tonight!
--Jason

Seduction leads to destruction

Hay guyz! =p I haven’t posted in a bit! So, basically, I have been in a good mood this week because we have OGT’s which means no homework! :D I had a large headache when I came home yesterday, so I slept if off and got up round 8. I did my stuff, and then watched Harry Potter & The Chamber of Secrets. :D
Today was alright, too! Another OGT, shortened periods and shit. 4a, I went with Missy to the Blood Drive, cause Steff was donating. She was so calm! Especially for a first-time donor. It was so funny, Steff was all “I can do 2 bags if you want.” And then she said she was “squeezing the poop” out of the stress ball.
More boring stuff during school, then I had to stay after for Drama. I was supposed to be with Missy who was donating 5b, but the bell rang. I text her after school, “How’d it go?” She didn’t do it yet, that’s how many people there were. So I was with her the whole time while it happened. Joey wrote on her arm. : ) I held her hand while the needle went in, and I didn’t look, I couldn’t bear to.
She handled it well, she was done soon. Then we went to Aberth’s office cause she needed to print something. He said tryouts for Show Choir are the 4th and 5th! Yay! I now have a partner for Too Darn Hot in KMK! It’s Kelly. XD Jeremy was supposed to give me a ride home, but Nate was going over there, so he took me home. I went out with Lindsey and Megan, it was fun! :D Then fucking Austin was outside. -shoots him-
I’m now in here. I only have Biology homework, yays! And Ms. V finally stepped up her game. 2 days to read 5 chapters, and vocab due on Monday. : D Yay!

Save some face; you know you've only got one.

My day was actually pretty good today! I’m happy!
I got to school at like, 7:08 and went to the cafeteria. English was boring, we have to do this character bio thing for Great Expectations. I got Mr. Trabb & his son, that’ll be a good one! So, Ms. Velotta let people pick it, and to be fair she used matching cards. They had weird little foods on them, and someone confused an apple for a tomato. And there was this fuckin’ creep little yellow thing…XD I had a policeman…? From Old Maid cause she ran out. Hahaha
Biology was mehh, Spanish was the same. 4a was seriously epic. Missy put on the Buddy the Blood Drop costume so we could recruit people for the blood drive. She walked around the whole cafeteria and we got not one person. It was so funny, she came up behind Jeremy and hugged him, and he looked creeped out cause he didn’t know who it was. XD We saw Sawyer in the hallway, and she’s like “Who’s in the blood drop?” And Missy did this weird pose. So, Sawyer was like Give me a hint.” I said she was an 11th grade drama kid from Show Choir in the musical with a solo who’s initials are MM. It took her forever. Bwahaha.
4c, she put it on again, and she approached Zak’s table. She didn’t want him knowing it was her. Bleich screams, “Missy, go away!” XD I have no idea how he knew. And she went to hug Zak and he freaked out and started yelling “Don’t touch me! Blahh!” XD Bleich did the same, and Alyssa got an awkward hug from her. XD Gym was behh? We played Point Break for a while and that dick Ethan was cheating SO HARD. I hate people like that. Then we played Crackabout, which was surprisingly fun. : )
History was so fucking boring, Olivia’s group did their presentation. It was supposed to be like a game, but it wasn’t very fun. XD I didn’t really pay attention, and I read Eclipse. Algebra, we just worked on homework, which I got done. :D Then I did Spanish. I had Drama after school and we learned the 2nd part of the Too Darn Hot dance. I had no partner because we were short 3 girls. I’m destined to have a good partner though, the absent people are all good. =)
Then we did Wive It Wealthily, which is an okay song. It was so funny, Evan kept hitting Alex in the head. Because he was acting like a creeper. On a major level. I got a ride home from Ryan. Alex went home with him too, so he was in the car. And Dave was like, beating him up. XD I got home, and had no homework! I hopped online for a few minutes and talked to Lindsey shortly. : ) Then I watched part of Chicago and took a nice, well-deserved nap. =) I woke up and took a shower, now I’m online. I’m gonna read Eclipse now! I had no homework, so yay! Well, maybe tomorrow will be as good as today was! =D
--Jason

And that shadow of the day will embrace the world in gray & the sun will set for you.

Zomg, I am in such a mood right now. Yes, SUCH a mood. No word to describe it. = Let me begin with my chain of events starting yesterday. I get up at 6AM for school, go to school, blahbahblah. The leadership lock-in at the high school is tonight.
Jelly comes and picks me up around 7, and we had to go get the Wii from Missy’s house and then to CVS cause I was supposed to bring a dessert. I got Chips Ahoy! =p We got there a minute or 2 late. I saw Britney and Alicen immediately. :D We started off in the IMC and did icebreakers and “team building.” Pointless. Then a self-defense guest speaker came. Some people didn’t even bother listening. Missy came towards the end of that and we helped her carry some of her stuff inside. She hid her cupcakes. =p After the self-defense, we ate. I had pizza and one of Missy’s cupcakes, which are TO DIE FOR.<3 :D Then we tried playing Capture the Flag, which was hard with everyone being assholes. Brandon, Kevin and Big Mike were there. They AREN’T in leadership, so I was like “Why the fuck are they here?!”
We also had a scavenger hunt. =) It was so funny, I found the rolling pin on the list just lying in the photography hallway, then the feather and the paintbrush in one of the window sills you have to push open. They were in the same one! I beast. =) Then I found the ribbon we needed literally just lying on the floor. It was so fucking funny, this one girl Liz in our group found a paperclip on the floor, and screamed “PAPERCLIP!” A paperclip wasn’t on the list. XD!
After that we did Point Break which I didn’t like too much. Jelly and Britney had gone to Speedway without me! D: They came back and got me my Red Bull and an Icee, as well as one for Missy. Me, Britney, Jelly, Missy, Ashley Keeney & Mrs. Dressig played Apples to Apples! And then Britney sent me Come on Get Higher and now it’s my fucking ringtone! =D Things got so out of hand. This guy Zach, who graduated last year was working there last night as a paramedic and he told me and Britney how terrible tonight was going. People were making fun of him, asking why he had to be here, and saying he wasn’t in charge of them. Brandon Freeman comes to the security desk, where we all were and Zach yelled at him.
Zach said “Why were you making fun of me?” Brandon’s like “I was just following Big Mike, and what he did…” Zach said “This is leadership, we don’t follow, we lead.” He was put in his place. =) Big Mike was acting like a fucking jackass, too. After listening to Zach talk about how messed up leadership was this year, I wanted to change it. I really want to speak out. Fix leadership. Some people there from last night don’t belong in it. Like Jordan. She said to me “Remember in 7th grade when you like Rent? I hated it because you liked it, but now I love it!” I was gonna fucking choke that bitch. I looked at the leadership roster. Megan fucking Barret was on the list. What is the world coming to? And surprisingly, Kevin, Big Mike and Brandon weren’t on the list.
Earlier that night, me and Britney had been riding around on scooters the whole time. =p Things need to be changed. I’m gonna talk to Mrs. Dressig. Jelly had fallen asleep on the shelf under the security desk, and Missy was right by her. At 6:30AM, it was over. I hadn’t slept at all. I couldn’t. So, after 24 hours NOT SLEEPING, I went to Bob Evan’s with Missy and Jelly. I got an omelette. Then, we went to Missy’s house so she could take a shower. Me and Jelly tried sleeping on the couch. I didn’t go to sleep. Then, we had Drama from 9-Noon. Ughh! My mom came, had to mail something and I got home at 12:30. I had to walk the dog and got home at 1. 6AM FRIDAY-1PM SATURDAY, NO SLEEPING. 32 HOURS! DX< I took a nap. J Tomorrow, I have a lot of homework to get done. Bye guys, I’m gonna lie down!
--Jason.

You have bent your shoulders to hold the weight of the world; you will surely shatter.

Today started off good. I got up a few minutes earlier than I have been lateely, which is good. Last night, I moved my bed towards the door, and switched the side my night table was on. It gives my bed a more comfortable feeling and such. :) I slept pretty well, and remember having some sort of odd dream...hmm...

School was pretty good. English flew by, we had a discussion about Great Expectations. Bio, we had our History of DNA test, which i actually think I aced! :D Spanish, we learned a new verb. Mehh. Stud, Missy was tired. But apparently, she kicked ass at tryouts for the talent show! That's my Missy for you! Lunch was making me mad because new people come to the table and make some of the original people share chairs when they get their own. >_<

Gym was epic, we played Crackabout the whole time again. And I totally fucking beasted! >XO I got so many people out today. Whist was boring. Blehh. Algebra, I'm kinda getting better at elimination method. Drama wsa kinda fun. Missy had a few strange props she was messing with. Bwahaha. Went home, walked the dog, went outside with Emma, came home, got online, blahblahblah. I was texting Emilee and she saw someone's TV when she was going home and hit had "A GUY AND A GIRL GOING AT IT" on screen. XD!

Now I'm talking to Alicen. :) I feel so bad for this girl. Her best friend is in the hospital, in ICU with a blood clot. Alicen is one of the nicest people I have ever, and probably WILL ever meet, and her friend doesn't deserve this, and Alicen doesn't deserve the pain of it. But, the Lord works in mysterious ways. I'm praying for her.

I have to do Spanish, then I'm done for the night! Psha! Well, bye guys! :P

--Jason

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other; that was all. :)

Today was such an improvement of yesterday! I guess I was just really grumpy yesterday. =p

So, I think I almost aced my Honors English test! Biology flew by! It was actually interesting today! We built little DNA models! =) Spanish, we had Senor Edler as a sub! He's so energetic! XD Stud was fun, too, but Abbey wasn't there. Alethia pissed me off during lunch. I'm telling Emilee a story, and she just interrupts saying "Emilee, come here, I have a picture to show you!" I say "Excuse me, I'm in the middle of something..." She goes "This is more important!" It's always stupid shit with her. It was a fucking picture of a horse. >_<

We played Crackabout all of Gym. History upset me, because my group is lazy and we can't do the sock puppet thing, because apparently it's MORE work than drawing a whole comic for a whole section. : Algebra, we had a quiz. We got our tests back--the material I hadn't understood, but I thought I had understood right before the test. I GOT AN 88% ! I was so happy, it made my day! I had no Drama, and came home. I have it tomorrow, though. =)

I am in such a good mood now. :) I just have to read for English and study for Bio tonight! That's it! Then I'm done! Yay! Well, I'll update more frequently, I've been slacking lots. :D

--Jason

:|

Today wasn't good. At all.

In Drama, when we're learning or blocking, I feel ignored. I feel like I'm picked last for everything. I feel useless in the production. I feel unused and just out of the way. =(

Latley, things have been getting hard on me, and I've been getting depressed and real stressed out, so I'm never in a really social mood and I can't really make friends there when that's going on. I don't know what to do anymore, or where my life is going. I don't know what my purpose is in this life.

I want to find out, though.

Youre the target, dead on the spot.

Today was an amazing day. It was Nordonia Day for dress and we counted. I saw all the decorated hallways. The Freshmen one was surprisingly really good! I thought Juniors would win, then Seniors, then us, then Sophomores--their’s was awful. : ( But the Juniors came in last cause everyone tore it down to get to their lockers. We came in 2nd! Seniors won, then Sophomores in 3rd. Wow. Tug-o-War was so boring--just a bunch of people showing off how “strong” they were.
5b I did Tug-O-War. The 2nd round, this kid comes out of nowhere and says “Move. Like, get out, I wanna do it this time.” I was gonna punch him in his fucking face. He was being serious. Jackass. And that jackass Dylan tells me to go out because he’s stronger and said after we lost I brought nothing. He sucked! I actually put up a fight! >:
We watched part of The Lion King in Algebra then went to the obstacle course. We lost cause Katie Hurst had to try to make a basket 30 times. I hate her. Seniors won Spirit Week. Big fucking surprise. Ughh. I went home and did random stuff. I beasted on Guitar Hero World Tour playing Everlong on hard. I got 300,000 points! :O! Emilee picked me up and we went to the Extravaganza. We got seats right in front of the catwalk. Then A whole group comes and had that part reserved. So we moved up a row. I had to switch seats because Alethia got there late and had to inconvenience us all.
Lauren opened the show and she was really good! But my favorite performance of the whole night for girls was a tie between Krista (who was indescribably good), Missy (I can’t even sum up how good she did), and Hammy singing Time After Time. My favorite guy was definitely Jeremy, he was extremely good as well. When they did Fly Like an Eagle, there was a strobe light, adding to the already-funkadelic-enough-song. XD And when they did Godzilla, Stephen was in a Godzilla costume, and when they did Frankenstein, someone wore a Frankenstein costume and almost knocked stuff down. Lololol. Zak and Antony wore Michael Jackson gloves for Beat It and Billy Jean. Some other great performances were-Jelly doing I Want Candy, Alyssa doing I love Rock n Roll, Steff doing Hotel California and all Bleich’s stuff. I got a ride home from Christina and I’m going to sleep in a little. I really hope I make it into Show Choir next year, it looks so fun! Ahh. =)

--Jason

Permanently blue for you.

So, I got to the bus this morning and it was so freezing! :( It took us literally 20 minutes to get past Highland. I was late to school, and found ABbey and Maria just as they were leaving the Student Council room. Counted people--lots of people just wearing shirts. We didn't count them. =p So many Spider-Mans. >: AJ was really original--he was Super AJ! And Alphie had an awesome costume! Got to 1st period late, again, and my group was working on our project. Tey just disregarded me and the information I gave them. What the fuck ever. Took a quest in Bio, I actually think I did good!

Today was Movie Trivia in the Gym. I was IN it, but the juniors were so fucking fast! Dude, there were 3 TWILIGHT QUESTIONS. But it wasn't ever my turn when they came. 4c, Alyssa got one and seriously said the answer so fast. 4b, Me, Missy, Bleich, Amanda, Emilee and Alethia were in the gym eating lunch. We were talking about Alex's costume...and how Missy couldn't stop looking at his crotch. XD! And then he came in! And then he left and Amanda had dunkers, so... A)She spilled the sauce on the bleachers and yelled "Shit. Fuck!" And it got on Emilee's white shirt and ALL OVER this one girl's purse. So Amanda goes to get napkins, and comes back. The girl who's purse it got on put it on her shoulder and was wearing a fucking WHITE shirt. It got EVERYWHERE on her. And she didn't know! XD/ :O

B)We were just talking about Alex's...yeah, and then Amanda was laughing really hard cause Bleich said "She's eating MEAT sauce." And she stopped eating. Bwahaha! Gym was the same...blahblahblah We watched All Quiet on the Western Front in History--it's actually interesting. :) Algebra, we reviewed, and I understand everything now! Got home, did stuff, took a nap, got up, did homework, took a shower, and I'm gonna study now. =p Bye, y'all! :D

--Jason

I want someone provocative and talkative.

Well, these past 2 days were odd. Tuesday was the first day of Spirit Week, and was Fashion Disaster day. I missed first period again and counted. I got to first period and missed a quiz thing and had to take it home. I'm understanding Biology better, yay! I'll skip boring stuff and get to the more jazzy stuff. :D Tuesday was Karaoke during lunch. I was there all 5 periods since I have gym 5AB. 4a, Missy and Jeremy did Sk8tr Boi by Avril Lavigne. They were really good! 4b, T'Keyah did BEEP by the Pussycat Dolls. >_<>

I came home and had LOTS of homework. Since I've been missing out on sleep, I start my homework when I get home now. Makes sense, yes? XD Finished my reading for Great Expectations near 11 and went to bed--early, it was nice. Today for Spirit Week was Prep School Day. SO MANY SHORT SKIRTS. And people saying "You look like Britney Spears." >_<>

We missed part of 7th period cause Show Choir did a preview of their extravaganza. THEY WERE AMAZING! Especially Hammy-such a powerful voice! And Missy stood out the most, she's so vibrant and energetic. ^_^ I almost walked out of school, forgetting I had Drama. XD I helped Ellie look for her glasses, which she found, and she told me she quit the musical. I was real upset. :'( When the meeting started, i got my character shoes! And we did 3 songs. Whoo. Got home, started homework, which I'm still working on. I'm going to bed in a few minutes. So, I shall blog tomorrow! :D

--Jason

I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel-encrusted crown.

Damn it! That is the fucking 5th time I have lost this post today! FUCK!

Anyways, today I went to see Friday the 13th at Valley View Cinemark. I went with my uncle and my brother. We got there around 7:10, after getting discounted food at Wal-Mart, and it started at 7:35. The beginning of the movie was like "What the fuck...?!" And then everyone got it and started laughing. The first time the one ho girl showed her tits, this little girl behind us was like "Eeew!" And the whole top half of the theater was obnoxious, laughing every time someone died, and they kept screaming "Run, bitch, run!" "Jason's gun getcha!"

Well, when the black dude got a wok to protect himself, this one guy by us was screaming "You got a fucking wok? Gonna stir-fry Jason?" XD It was actually really hilarious. It was a real good movie, though. It made me jump a lot cause Jason always appeared out of nowhere. :O! I got home then. I have my phone back, by the way! My mom got it back and put money on it for Valentine's Day. Along with candy and a gift card. I love my mom. :D

I have to read Great Expectations. I'm using SparkNotes until I can actually read. I feel like one of those dumbasses in my English class. Well, that's it for now. A POST ON WINTER FORMAL TOMORROW! :D

--Jason

LOLOLOL

Tonights tenants range from a lawyer and a virgin, accesorizing with a roasary tucked inside her lingerie.

Great day today! English, we had a "This City Reads" thing. I read Great Expectations for the whole time, finishing the chapter I missed. Ms. Velotta didn't know there was an adjusted schedule, and that we would leave at 8:32, not 8:08. She had no lesson plan, so I read some more. I am on page 64. :D Bio was cut short, too. I grasp the concept of Meiosis better now. :D Spanish was also cut short! We had a listening test, though. I kept spacing out; so I had to guess on a few--like 3? XD

Stud was fun. Missy was selling tickets. Me & Abbey walked around the hallways and stuff. Courtney pissed me off. I got her sheet music from her "purse" and she's like "NEVER GO IN A GIRL'S PURSE!" And A)It's not a purse, it's a bag where se puts her books for school. B)It's not like she has severed body parts in there, or is fucking everyone and has lots of condoms and sex photos. XD! We also made paper snowflakes! Wewt! Lunch was good. 4c, we fucked around and shit. :)

Gym was so much fun again! Fitness challenge with teams. 1st, Sit ups. Ariona vs. Brenna. We won! 2nd, push ups. Jawaun vs. Dillon. We won! 3rd, Jump rope. ME VS. EMILY. :) I fucking beasted! 85 jumps in 45 seconds. WHOA! :O! Next, rope climbing. Amanda vs. John.. John climbs in literally 10 seconds. Amanda goes halfway. They won. :( Next, Shuttle Run. Anthony (Why the fuck did he do this?) vs. Liiinds! They won. Obviously. We still have to do Tug-O-War. :) We swung on the rope the rest of the time.

History, uhh, we did these questions from the board, and just like i promised myself, I worked on it! I'm surprisingly almost done! :D! Algebra, like, 20 passes were delivered for us to go to guidance, including me and Brenna. We didn't know what the fuck was up. So we get there and see on the pass "Speech & Hearing." So Dajsza's like "Oh, good, we're not in trouble, we're just deaf. I thought my mom died!" XD We had not passed that hearing test thing. Eeep. I talked to Marlesa for the first time, she's real cool!

I go in and while they put on the headphones, the one lady says (And I know she means Marlesa) "We better get the loudmouth girl next." The other lady: "I know, I might have to slap her in the head." What the fuck?! That's illegal as what! Anyways, Algebra was good, I understand what we're doing. Easy as hell. She signed recommendations and was like "You want Honors? I should check your grades." I had a B+ average for the first semester, but a low B in the 2nd quarter. She said if I do Honors, I'll be more a C range, possibly. No, I won't. I'll work really hard. So, she recommended for it!

I got home and did random shit. I walked the dog with Emma as it started to rain. Those obnoxious 6th graders were following us calling me gay and saying Emma was hot and asking her out and shit. They came over by us and I flipped them off. They're like "Hey, he flipped me off!" XD They went and told their Dad or something and called after Emma "Please?" She was so pissed. Anyways, I had no homework except to study for Spanish. I had chili dogs for the first time, I think (Maybe I've had them before?), and they were so fucking good. :)

I discovered 2 old songs I like. Torn by Natalie Imbruglia and Hole in the Head by Sugababes. XD Well, I must go shower now. Reading and studying, then bed time. :D

Just talk yourself up and tear yourself down.

Today was pretty good. Well, i didn't feel well when I woke up, but I HATE missing school, so I went. English, we did this writing thing on Great Expectations. That book is hard to understand, but good, nonetheless. :) Biology we drew meiosis and shit. XD Spanish, we learned about writing dates and stuff. Easy. :D Stud-me & Abbey tried getting her old phone to work. Her old phone sucks! It's the kind where all the buttons are on the outside. Eeep! :( Lunch was quiet. 4c, Maria and Hannah were doing that karaoke thing with Ryan Cabrera's "On the Way Down" :) I love that song! Me and Missy talked about schtuff, and then it was time for Gym. We did more Team Building. :) I love that stuff! First we had a Cha-Cha Slide competition. I learned how to do Charlie Brown the right way! :D My team won the Cha-CHa competition. Wewt! Next we did Long Jump-roping. 3 people jump at once. We beat the other team again. I think we got to 36 or 37 cause Lindsey tripped. XD Then we did a Jump-rope chant comptetition, which we also won. Undefeated! :D

History was actually alright. We took a quiz on the section I only read half of and I got a 2/5. = Then he talked to us about classes for next year. I'm taking Honors Econ. in 10th, AP Euro or US History in 11h and AP Gov't in 12th. :) Algebra, we had a quiz. Right before it, I finally think I grasped all the concepts and saved my grade. Creeeepy. XD After school, me, Rayy, Devvy Chan and Jess went to see Mr. Testa cause they needed to get stuff signed for next year. Then we went to Drama. It turns out the whole cast may be in "We Open in Venice" which I'm uberly happy about, I love that song! Then we did Kiss Me, Kate; then Another Op'nin, Another Show; then Tom, Dick or Harry. :) It was Hammy day! :D

After, me, Sam, Amanda, Jess P and Shelby were in Miss Sawyer's room. We were in the Cafe, but Angela (Who looks black from tanning so much) was there. In her room, me and Amanda discussed classes and such. Then Miss Sawyer was laughing at my story about that guy who called my old phone asking for ALbert and left numerous voicemails about my high equity and interest on my credit cards. XD I got a ride home from Sam, got online, and then went to sleep. I kept waking up, and got up around 8:30! Yet I'm still kinda tired. I ahve to read for History now. Bye!

--Jason

Have some composure, where is your posture? You're pulling the trigger all wrong.

Blehh. I feel like shit right now. I seriously think I got a cold AND a cough today. In addition to that, I'm tired as hell, my tummy hurts, and I have a migraine. Ugghh! I stayed after school today because I had Drama at 5. Me and Caitlyn and Charli chilled until then. Me and Caitlyn were walking through the halls and this bitchy janitor was like "Where are you 2 supposed to be?!" and I'm like "Wherever the fuck I wanna be, crazy old bitch!" Onlynotreally. So rude. She isn't fucking security. =p

We saw Tom and Max do their dance a million times, it looks real good! We started at 5. I'm on stage in the dance so far for like, 20 seconds. I feel like I'm not even being used. = I should've pushed myself harder at auditions. :( Ughh. My mom was late picking me up. Whatevs.

Today we missed 2nd period for scheduling. I beleive I worked everything out!
1-Honors English 10
2-Honors Physics
3-Spanish II
4-Student Council
5-Honors Geometry
6-Honors Econ/Phys Ed.
7-Show Choir (If I make it)

And Valley Voyages (?) I must talk to Ashley about eet.
Yes. I have to study for Spanish and read 3 chapters of Great Expectations. Then I'm taking a shower, maybe watching Always Sunny and going to bed around 11. Tomorrow will be good. I'm gonna make it be good. Oh, in Gym we did this team building thing. We had to get everyone on our team from one mat to the center of the gym on a big mat and not touch the floor at all using only a scooter, a jumprope, a hockey stick and a cone. XD But Dylan of course stole all our ideas. Fucking stab. Then when me and Amanda were on the scooters during Free Time, I accidentally knowcked her over. Then I was on it and when I stopped, Dylan purposely knowked me over for payback towards Amanda.
THAT KID NEEDS TO MIND HIS OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. GAHH! Eeep. :)
That's all for now. Bye! :D

--Jason

With hands held high into a sky so blue as the ocean opens up to swallow you.

Last night I attempted watching Hannibal, but I kept falling asleep and re-starting it, so I gave up. I'll watch it later. Right now, I'm watching amusing videos of this HORRIBLE Italian kid singing American songs. I must post them in this entry. XD You'll all die. He's singing Ladie's Choice from Hairspray in one and he's like "WWOOOOOW!" In a real creepy way. Bwahaha! Zomg. I just had to share this. Here are the videos. Just links, cause YouTube is being a motherfucking bitch. :)

Viva La Vida, by Coldplay:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0nnXkMYXq4&feature=channel_page
Ladies Choice, from Hairspray:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JtU2qXYM9wg&feature=channel_page
I Miss You, by blink-182:
(He has a friend with him here, who is even worse)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsQWGWTj8_A&feature=channel_page
Year 3000, by The Jonas Brothers:
(Probably the worst.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yrxqm0rke0M&feature=channel_page
This one is just a crazy old lady dancing in the street. XDDDD
ASHLEY, WATCH IT!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_EXeBLvmllg&feature=channel
"Texting While Driving," from Dr. Phil. Dr. Phil is so pointless now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDlYSPVro0Q&NR=1

Yeah. Maybe another blog later? Yes, 2! :O!

This jealous actress has a habit of making things sound way too tragic.

So, today was a real good day. At like, 12 in the morning, my brother said he was sneaking a friend in, and I didn't care. I watched Zack and Miri Make A Porno, which was without a doubt one of the most disgusting things I have ever seen, but it was so fucking funny! XD Then I watched The Silence of the Lambs for the first time ever, and it was INDESCRIBABLE. Amazing movie. One of my new favorites. =D I got to bed around 5AM. =O! I got up around 12:30, and felt horrible. I didn't eat anything yesterday after I got home. I walked zee dog and my brother finally installed iTunes, so I was importing stuff for a real long time.

I went to the movies to see Push today! We were supposed to get there at 7, I was there a little after 6:50. I waited around alone for a few minutes, then Jamie and Emilee got there. We got tickets and were waiting for everyone else. Whilst waiting, I saw Nicole come in, and I said Hi to her. =) Then we saw John and Marcus--who looked like he had been in a tanning accident. Farmer's tan. XD They all finally got there, since Emilee had previously said 7:30 to get there, but she said 7 in a voicemail Michael hadn't got until just before leaving. Booo. He arrived, follwed by Sami and Dooley! Who I hadnt been expecting to come.

We got seats. then Athena, Taylor and Kristyn came in. :) We were making fun of all the trailers--Knowing, Fighting (Yes. Fighting is a movie title) and all these one worded, -ing verb movie titles. XD Midway through the movie this lady comes in and says to Hannah, who has her phone out, "Turn your cell phone off. Turn it off, or I'll take it away and you'll have to leave." She can't take it! Fucking dragon queen.

The movie ended up being pretty good. I'd give it a 3.5 out of 5, maybe a 4. :D We went to Wal-Mart after, and we were so loud! When we were in the crafts section, this elderly employee shot us a few dirty looks. Then we were in the lingerie section and Sami and Athena were talking about what underwear they had. XD Then we got tons of those 1$ boxes of candy. Athena, Sami, Taylor and Kristyn left, leaving 4 of us. Michael got popsicles, which he kept calling "suckers" and we paid and left. Michael's mom was waiting outside, then me and Emilee and Jamie went across the street back to Cinemark. We got picked up, and now I'm home. I'm gonna watch Hannibal and Red Dragon. Bye!

--Jason

I was difficut to reach, but you picked me.

Just lost my whole fucking entry. Talk to me online elsewhere if you wanna know what's happened to me in the past few days. Going to finish reading Great Expectations and study for history. Fuck Blogger's dumb server.

In short. I have all A's, including a 114% in W Hist, I understand all material. We started reading Great Expectations today. I have Drama on Monday. Seeing Push on Saturday? We learned the verb "to come" in Spanish. Interesting class, that was. :)

A promise I'll do my best not to break.

Hello, readers. This Friday, I found out I am not doing so well in school. I failed my World History exam. I ended up with a C+ for the quarter. I got a C+ on the Health exam. I got a B+ in Health. I have a GPA of 2.7 for the quarter. That's not merit roll, even. I can make High Honor roll, so why didn't I? It's my own fault. I didn't study enough, or as much as I should've. I get distracted by the internet, by the phone, by everything electronic. I don't awlays pay attention in class, and sometimes can't stay awake. I don't put effort into some of the homework. And this is my fault.

Here is a promise.

The last half of this school year will be better. I will push myslef as far as I can go to get straight A's the last 2 grading periods. I don't care how hard I have to try, I will do it. I will study until 3 AM every night if I have to. I will give every ounce of my being to paying attention in class and taking in the information. I will try to learn ALL the material, and ace all my tests, no matter how hard they can be. If I don't, I'm not trying hard enough. I will strive espcially in World History. I will do all the work. I won't screw up. I can do better than what I did this 2nd quarter, and I'm gonna. If I get a B, it won't be good enough. I know what I'm capable of, and I'm gonna show it. I won't go on the internet as much. Maybe I can actually get into reading books non-stop again. Stop going on MySpace and Facebook and AIM. Stop watching TV all the time. Not answer the phone and waste time on dumb conversations with a certain someone. Instead of going on the internet, I'll study. Friends--do me a favor. Don't let me on the internet past 11:15, unless it's for school. PLEASE. Help me with this. It'll be hard. I need support.

It'll work. I know it.

--Jason.

So I lay my head back down,and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours.

Today was by no means good. So, yesterday, a certain someone tells me about her and a certain someone "doing things" together. And she told me to "fuck off," which seh was really in no position to do. I don't wanna use names, though. And that same person has nerve to try to talk to me today. Just like they thought they could be my friend after everything they did to me, with no repercussions or anything. =
So, i go to school today, English is okay, and so is Biology. Spanish was good, cause MichaelBleich can make anyone laugh, but 4a started getting me down. Right when I walked into the Student Council room, who should give me a nasty look in the hallway but that fucking bitch Angela. I am so sick of her shit. Courtney was getting on my nerves again. 4b was alright. 4c was the same, but Courtney pissed me off again. 5ab is gym, which I actually enjoy. I hope that'll be a good class. World History, we started learning about World War I, so my attention is actually kept. Algebra was boring as fuck, as per usual.
After school, I had drama, and we were learning our songs. Me and Ellie were walking around the school, and I was sorta venting, I felt bad. =/ We came back to the cafeteria and no one was there, and no one was answering the auditorium door, so we thought we were in trouble. But it was in the choir room, so we felt dumb. xD We learned "Another Op'nin, Another Show." This is where I started to not feel so good. I don't know what voice part I am, tenor or bass, because as I learned earlier this month, Courtney Freyahuf cannot be trusted.
So I didn't know whether to sing higher or lower-I can do both, but I don't know which I'm better at or anything. We then learned part of "Kiss Me, Kate." And that was alright. I was talking to Ellie about how I was getting really worried about my grades ever sinve last semester, and that World History is so hard for me and I have a lot of homework tonight. I just worry, because I still don't have my fucking printer hooked up, and I need it. After we were done, Jeremy said he could give me a ride home, so I stopped worrying. could give me a ride home. So, I was about to have a breakdown, right there in the hall as I was walking to my locker.
I'm worried about the singing now, cause I don't know what the hell I am, I have studying to do, which I'm fine with, but I don't enjoy. Dad's 1 year is coming up in 2 weeks, Angela's being a bitch even after this is all "over." And I don't know what to do with my life. : I am not having a very good time living right now, I just hope I can get everything sorted out and just decide what to do, who to trust, what to say, and everything. If I don't do it soon, I don't know what's gonna happen.
After my almost-breakdown, I Jeremy took me home. He had a truck today instead of his car, so it was pretty crowded. I got home and my brother autiomatically started acting like a jackass. >: Well, I have a lot of stuff to do today, so I'm not gonna make this much longer.

--Jason.

Champagne's for celebrating (I'll have a martini)

Heyheyhey! So today was cool. No more exams, since I took my last one--Honors English--yesterday. I went home after student council, since Abbey's aunt gave me a ride. :) I watched Pineapple Express, and then did random stuff. I went to school today, and it was alright.
1-We did "Would you rather...?" debate-style. I got "Would you rather jump from a 1000 foot cliff secured to a rope, connected to a tree by a knot you made (and you're not good) or a knot by a knot-badge-possessing-Eagle Scout. I said I'd do it myself--the Eagle Scout could be a psycho killer & cut the rope. :P
2nd period-new seats. Blech.
3rd-MRS. REA. We did new stuff. Blech.
4a-Did a survey thing. 4b, Missy told me of her whole weekend. It was a LONGASS story! XD 4c-Missy showed me pictures of her in a Michael Myers mask, Jeremy with a monkey on his head, and her and Steff in her truck. Interesting pictures, they were. :)
5ab-Started gym! And Mrs. Cormell is really nice. We're the smallest class-12 people, and there aren't any other classes that period. Talked the whole time. XD
6-Actually worked, I need to do good in History from now on. Got my whole map done! :O! It's a start.
7-Did stuff with line graphing.
I am gonna do better this semester. I blame myself because I got internet and didn't always do my homework because of that. =( I'll do better!

Went to drama after--we got a script and the score. I need to get these 20$ jazz shoes. They seem fun. XD Uhh, they read through the script, got a ride home from Sam. Amanda gave me my music, and I uploaded, bu the order of the songs was very fucked up, so I took a while to fix that. I'm gonna do homework in a bit, eat, take a shower, read through that Drama club stuff, and then watch Nip/Tuck(?) or read Eclipse. =) I'm turning my life around! :D

--Jason.

River flows in you.

[[Ashley didn't guess the last song lyric title. Mwahaha! It was a hard one!]] It was Desert Song by My Chemical Romance.<3

OK. So the last few days have been okay. I took Honors Biology and W. History exams on Weds. I think I aced Biology, but I sorta did a shit job on the World History. Oops. I got a ride home from Emma and was home around 11:45. I had this pizza thing, watched an episode of Always Sunny, and took a nap around 12:30. I woke up around 4:30. I went online and did nothing the rest of the night.

Today I took my Spanish and Health exams. They were both really easy. During break yesterday, me and Sami were making ufn of that obnoxious Kelsey girl's laugh the whole time and we did it again today. :) Today on break, I had a chocolate bar and everyone was all, "Ohai, gimme yo chocolate!" And I was like "No, fool!" :P I got another ride home from Emma, but I didnt nap today. = So, Missy told me that Jeremy got to fucking see Obama. I was so jealous. : I talked to him shortly and he said it was awesome. Yay for Obama! :D

Me and Alethia played the WIkipedia game, where you both decide on a page you have to reach. We chose Rugrats. You click the random article button, and then have to click links until you get to the page you decided on! She got to Hello Kitty in like, fucking 9 clicks! :O!

Alicen showed me how to make strange smiley faces on Facebook chat. She's so funny. :) Lalala. I added playlist to my blog, by the way! Mostly just because I wanted River Flows in You to be heardb y as many people as possible. It is without a doubt, the most beautiful song I have ever heard. It was the other option for Bella's Lullaby in the Twilight movie, and it pwns the one they picked. I got hooked on that song today, and got Britney and Claire to like it. :D

And that leads us up to now, where I am currently trying to convince Britney to get a blog. :D Bwhahaha. So, I think I'm gonna stay in bed tomorrow and watch movies and Nip/Tuck. Wewt for unproductiveness. SInce Britney is gonna read this; Hi, britney! =)

Ha, well that's all ferr now.
--Jason

From the lights to the pavement, from the van to the floor.

Today started like shit. My bus fucking passed me up, so I had to get a ride to school and I was late. Ugh. We did review in 1st and 2nd period. 3rd period, I took the Spanish speaking exam. I got a 35/36! W00t! 4a, me and Missy went right down to Sawyer's room for the cast list. I didn't get a role, but I'm in the Male Ensemble, which Hammy says is good. I don't really care about not getting a role. :) Missy got a solo! Kate will be played by Krista, Fred by Travis, Lois by Hammy, and Bill by Matt. :D I saw Krista's reaction when she read it 4b, she was so happy! :) I'm happy that she gets the lead, she seems real good for it.And Terrell got Paul! I'm happy for him, too! :D Did nothing in Health or W. History. Took the Algebra exam and it was so easy, man! :) I think I did really good on it. Got home and did random stuff. I almost fell asleep, and now I need to study for Bio and History. : Eeep! Well, I'm gona go now, I need to actually do something productive. :)
--Jason

Shotgun opera, lock and load; cock it back & then watch it go.

OK. So, I got up today at like, 12:30. I was on the computer, and me and Britney think that roles are already basically set. : Ehh, I kinda really wanna be one of the 3 guys in that song "Tom, Harry or Dick." It's a fun song. :) Uhh,Christina picked me up around 2, we were at her house for a whiel doing nothing and then Emilee and Brena got there. We barely studied at all today, except I finally grip the whole concept of the Chemistry part of Bilogy now, with all the stupid little bonds and ions and atoms and shit. : Kawkz, I LOVE HER ROOM. I wanna steal it or make my room similar, whenever my mom decides to put my desk in here, and then I can put up my bulletin board and reaarange furniture. Mehh. Uhh, apparently, me, Missy, Student Council, Drama Club AND Show Choir are all gonna go to Dave and Buster's sometime. XD That'd be the best fucking day ever! So, I am, like, IN LOVE with this one song from 28 Weeks Later, it's called "28 Theme." And it's so haunting, especially if you've seen the movie. Like, it's really beautiful, but in a creepy way. :O! Yeah. Well, I didn't study World History AT ALL at Chris's, so I think I'll do that tomorrow or on Monday. : Mehh. Well, that's all for tonight, I don't really feel like typing. Ahaha.
--Jason

So. I thought about it.

Maybe I didn't do so bad in auditions after all. Maybe I really did blow everyone out of the water. EVeryone I tell this to says "What? Dude, Jason, you deserved a callback. You'er an amazing singer/actor." Everyone. So, I was thinking about this. I remember watching people go in and out of the audittorium, and I realized, I was one of the (if not only) people who didn't bring in a monologue sheet to look at. Maybe that's a good impression, that I had it memorized. And maybe the judges liked that. And I didn't stand still on stage, oh Lord, no. I hear they don't like stationary people. I projected. I hear they love projecting. Maybe I'm worrying too much. I think they liked my audition, now that I think about it...Maybe I did real good, the judges know that, and I really, truly, don't need a callback, however much i think I do.
Breanna, Britney, Kailyn, Caitlyn, Jessica, Ellie, and everyone thinks they have a role set aside for me. I don't give a damn if it's a lead, or a minor role. I want a role. I don't really wanna be in the chorus. I won't be too upset about it, but all my friends will be, which makes me feel good that they think I'm that good. I just had to get this off my chest, even though it's almost 1:00 AM. I pray I get a role. I want a solo so bad. I have hope now. We'll know on Friday. *nervous face* Bye, guys.

These words were never easier for me to say or her to second guess.

Get that one right Ashley! :P Okay, so I haven't blogged in a while....XD Uhh, I have gotten hooked on Mayday Parde & The movie "thirteen." I cry at the end every time I see it. D': Hmmm, well, today was my grandma's birthday, we went out to dinner with her. :) Then we came to our house, and my cousin attempted to learn how to play Guitra Hero. XD Sooo, tomorrow are auditions! I'm so fuckin' excited! Not really nervous, surprisingly. :) I'm at 3:12, right after Sam & Ellie. :) I need to do a little bit of work on my monologue, but I think I'll do good! :D Uhh, I have homework to finish, so this is gonna be short, sadly. Boo. To close it off, I'm learning how to play Boston by Augustana on keyboard! Holy shit, son! :D And something that really pissed me off today was when Alethia was like "The Passion of the Christ is hilarious." I wanted to fucking stab her. : Well, bye fo now! :)
--Jason.

You have to understand-this is who I am.

OK! So, i got a haircut roday, then we got my phone from Alltel! I was freaking out, cause I didnt see a red one on display, but they had it, luckily. We went to Bob Evan's and ate. i got home and walked the dog, then got to work with my celly! :D I re-entered all my old numbers and such. I have a bajillion messages. I have unlimited texting and nights and weekends. Nights: Anytime after 9:01PM. And Weekends:Friday 9:01PM-Monday-5:01AM. And unlimited texting! YAY! I got red, by the way. Comment me if you want muh new number. That's it for tonight! School tomorrow! *And I'm upset-I cant text Alphie unlimited. :( *
By the way, that song was "Wow, I can get Sexual too!" by Say Anything. :D

I called her on the phone, and she touched herself. :D

Answer that one, Ashley! XD So, guys! I'm getting my phone today! [Most likely!] W00t! I'll most likely send a text out to veveryone with my number, but where's the fun in that? :P Uhh, I found a ringtone site that should work. Sadly I lost almost all my mp3 files and i can only use a few. I think I'm gonna make it Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park or Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy [:'( At that song<3].>

It's you that ought to be holding me, I'm not containable, this time love is not sustainable.

So, today was pretty good. Happy New Year, everybody! :D So, i woke up around 2 today, but then fell asleep for another hour. I feel very worthless this break. T_T Uhh, I was playing Guitar Hero for a while, and it's impossible for me to do Scream Aim Fire on hard, mayng! Like, really fucking hard cause of the stupid little chain in the beginning. :'( My uncle came later and we went to see Yes Man at the Valley View theater. It was really funny. Go see it! :D We got McDonald's on the way to my house. I ate when I got home, then got online. I've been talking to Alethia and listening to The Ting Tings for a while now. She showed me this really perverted song. Like, REALLY pererted. Still better than Raping Little Suzie, though. I was gonna throw up after that fucked up shit. I hope whoever made that burns in eternal damnation for eternity. :D So, I am gonna go watch Old School, and maybe Mamma Mia!. I sorta talked to my mom about my new phone, and I will PROBABLY get it before break ends. YAY! Okay, well that's all fer tonight.
-Jason.