May 8, 2009

:(

I didn't make Show Choir. I feel so fucking crushed. Let down. Devastated. Cheated. Lied to. Odd one outed. Stupid. Untalented. It's unfair. I'm one of the four guys who don't make it, and there are people worse than me who did make it? Someone who didn't know any of the dance AT ALL, or at least keep a happy expression when he didn't? Someone who didn't know the dance or sing too amazing. I really wanted this. So fucking bad. I think it's cuz I don't have "the look." Fuck that. I'm sick of all these emotions doing this to me. There's always next year. It just won't be the same, though.

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